More and more Christmas presents keep arriving. So far every day this week (Monday-Wednesday) I've received packages. Yesterday was most of the stuff I ordered from Drs. Foster and Smith.

Had a talk with God Sunday night on the way home. He knows how to get to me. I had a couple e-mails from Kathi that made an impact on me, and an e-mail from Pastor Steve asking urgent prayer for Julia. I promised I would pray for her. So I told God that I didn't understand WHY my sin was sin or why He wanted me to give it up, but that I would. I'm not happy. It isn't repentance; it's just a stopping of the sin. It's grudging obedience.